My life's in a mess right now.I cant be bothered anymore about the friendship bullshits because im pretty/VERY much contented and grateful with the 2 people that i have by my side that understand me better than myself sometimes.It wasnt like i didnt have any intentions of making it better but the situation in school just now just wasnt right.Im making good improvements in studies maybe because im repeating but it didnt seem so.I just feel good althou i know -the usual nabila would be in a fucken mood- these days im telling myself to let it go and always look on é brightside.In 2 weeks time i'll be very,very,very happy.I'll get the one thing ive been waiting for,in my whole entire 16 years of my life . I think that is the reason for me being so happy go lucky these days. Well, i cant wait !!!

Until then lovely pies,love*

oh HAPPY VALENTINES!!! May everyones relationship last the entire lifetime :)